…and what makes it all worse, is that NOBODY gets the real pain brought on by fibromyalgia and how much it both worsens other pains, and other pains add more stress….making the original fibromyalgia pain worse. confused?? let me simplify it some…HAVING FIBROMYALGIA HURTS LIKE YOU WANT TO DIE!!! AND MEDICINE, YES PAIN MEDICINE IS SOMETIMES REQUIRED IN KEEPING SOME SMALL QUALITY OF LIFE SO WE/I DON’T FUCKING HURT SO MUCH, ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it’s a sick vicious cycle. one i did not create!!!
all the while people, family…those who should love and support you now more than ever…call you a faker and a drug addict. if they only fucking knew how much it hurt to be me…and how sad it makes me when i get compared to the other trash that makes up the rest of my family.
i’m fucking done. ya know what…I AM FUCKING DONE!!!!!!!! believe what you want, think what you want. be an ignorant ass if it makes you feel better than me. it doesn’t fucking matter anymore. remembering just how little i am in this world, will help keep me distant for accepting “love” anymore. who the fuck wants it anyway??? i thought i did, but i don’t anymore!!!
what’s the point of love, if it’s conditional and based on only a rare fake bullshit moment??
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