“Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in your truth; give me an undivided heart, that I may fear your name.” (Psalm 86:11)
Check… Check… Check. Just checking off the zillion things I want to get done today. I have check-lists for making check-lists. Can you tell I struggle with prioritizing my day? I have a list of things I really want to get done – especially if I am feeling good that day. My second problem is if I overdo it, it takes me days (or longer) to physically recover. Usually, because of the fatigue, the things I had wanted to get done in the first place fall to the wayside and are in worse shape than they were in the beginning! And I typically don’t spend time with God either.
Every time this happens I ask myself, “Bridget, why do you do this to yourself!?” I guess I feel I would be a failure if I couldn’t work full time and get all my personal things done too. I want to be able to handle housework, working, and ministry without any outside help. Unfortunately, I am not able to do that, and I hate it! I’m sure you have felt the same way.
I need to ask God for help in prioritizing my day. I need to spend time with Him first and ask Him what I should work on that day. I know that when I stay under God’s protection, my soul will yearn for Him and not all these other things. I certainly want to be a good steward of the time and resources God has given me. But, I don’t need to push myself over my limit to check those things off my list. God has to be my priority if I am going to be able to function at all.
What about you? Are you trying to do too much? Take some time right now to talk to God about it.
Prayer: Dear Father, thank you for being my dwelling place and my place of refuge. When my life starts to get out-of-hand, help me to put you first so I’ll know how to prioritize my daily activities. Amen.
About the Author:
Bridget Gazlay resides in the beautiful West Michigan. She struggles with Fibromyalgia, Endometriosis, IBS, arthritis and migraines. She works full time but writes and designs fabric cards on the side. Bridget’s prayer is for readers who come across her writing or fabric cards to see that she allows, “God’s creation to be my inspiration.” You can reach Bridget at: fabricards102@charter.net or www.pfccreations.com.
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